So, I've done 4 and I'm currently on my fifth geometry construction. Only one was for me. And four were for other people. Two of those people I'd do anything for. They are new people in my life. Tyler and Kelsie. I love them to death. The other two, I'm not too sure. They get away with copying and such and I don't like it. I'm not completely sure that they would do anything for me as well but I feel like they use me. Not Tyler and Kelsie, but the other two. Anyway, enough on that matter.
Jesse... I really love him. I realllllly do. I'm just wondering if I can do this long distance thing. I'm quite sure I can but Hannah is killing me.
I've come to the conclusion that I put everything before myself. My friends, my family, my schoolwork. I give up things I want for these things that want me. I don't know how to say "no". And I really need to learn how to. Like with Hannah and Phillipi, (Hugh and Penelope).. I got them together yesterday afternoon. Why I did that to myself even though I really like Phillipi, I don't know. I think it could wind up being a good thing but a bad thing as well. I probably wouldn't be lucky enough to get him anyway. I feel sorry for him. Particularly because of Thais. She stalks him like a hungry snake stalks its prey.
I will try to remind myself t think of the good and realize that all will not be good. Even in my depression period.
-Smile at life and life will smile at you. Sourire à la vie et à la vie sourira à vous. -
You're French is much better than my Spanish. I can tell you what you look like and what you like to do and where you like to go. That's about it. :)
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Love you!
me to!!! I want to know more not English words!....ok so the joke behind that is that one day at school my sister (Jessica) said that her food was not "not hot". Then Brooke told me to go be "not late" for class! (cause i have a hard time getting to class it seems XD) and i like algebra better, geomotry is to confusilating with all those Circle Cirlce and dots dots and Circle and Cirlce and Square Square XD (i couldnt resist) 8-D
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