A much needed update. Sorry Bee. (:

Don't yell at me!! I know I haven't written in over a month. And jeesh, I barely talk to you anymore. See, Fox Creek does that to you. xD Soo, I don't know if I've told you or not, but I passed Geometry. (: Yaaaaaee. Which means I am a Sophomoree. Wooot wooot!! Which also menas I will be 16 in October. Double woot woot. ha. xD welll... Nathan is doing great. Except for the part that he might not be here for our sophomore year which is going to be hell on both of us. :/ He's in band. Finally. He's super excited about that. I can't express how proud of him I am. He has composed over a dozen songs and they are all beautiful. Imma suckerr. xD Okayss, Jill is still with her boyfriend 32/7. Yes, I said 34/7. Jeesh, they're like attached at the hip. I'm afraid she's going to get pregnant and I really don't want that for her. :/ There's no way I can get her to stop. I've tried. At least she has a drawer of protection. xD Colorguard.. going great. I stand out to Piner which is fantawsome. Oh muh jeesh. Lemme tell you about our show. NEON COLORS!!!! Yaee. The females are going to have these super long pony tails (weave) and the guys are going to have mohawks some how. Our flags are going to be neon colors. Then we're going to have a segment where we just spin poles taped with neon orange tape. Talk about sweeet. And the bestest part is that we're going to have this like ladder thing that's going to be huuuuuuge. 12 feet huge. The theme is Risk and Trust. So someone is going to climb all the way up the ladder thing and fall and all of us guard people are going to be prepared and ready to catch them!!! You should have heard Piner talking about it. He was more excited than I was. I'm watching the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. She and I love this movie. haha. (: You should watch it with me sometime. How are you? And Amanda and Brooke and everyone else? The baby is getting sooo big. She is uber adorable. I'm going to have to stop calling her the baby seeing as how another one is about to be born. She's tall enough to come to the middle of my thigh and we're trying to potty train her. She does this thing where she shouts something along the lines of: OOOOOOOOOO-BUH-DAY. Which we believe is synonymous with okay. When she says this, she throws her hands up. She is such an energetic thing. haha. (: I dont know what else I have to say. Like always. ooohh, waitt!! SONGSSS!!!! songs belong with the color green, lol. So here we go. Rob Thomas- Her Diamonds** Rediscover- I consume you - The time is right now - Not Invited We the Kings- The Quiet Pat Monahan- Her Eyes Parachute- She is love** The Offspring- Kristy, Are you doing okay? Lady Gaga- Lovegame (I love this one. You probably won't like.) And just for the heck of it, do me a huuuge favor and go listen to Jason Mraz- I'm Yours, Wordplay, and You and I Both, for old times sake. (: Safety Suit- Stay Miley Cyrus- The Climb (Nathan and I have this thing over this song. We love it. He plays it on the piano and I sing. You should hear us, haha.) Panic at the Disco- When the Day Met the Night. (Somewhat old, but I don't remember telling you about it.) Owl City- Fuzzy Blue Lights -Hello Seattle - Rainbow Veins Piner always makes us listen to Owl City when we warm up. He loves them. So that's about it. (: lymyttyl. haha. I remember it. xD

Random posting.. number.. 3 I think..

Helloo. (: Sorry I haven't posted in what seems like forever. I've busy like no other. So I got the urge to go bowling last night and bowling I went. YAAEEE!!! Funn!! It was like soo much fun. It was me, Jyssica (neighbor), David (Jyssica's b.f.), and Abbey (a goood cg friend). So yeahh.. Jesse's freind died. He'd known him since third grade. He told me but what comfoting can I do when I'm over 5 hours away from him?? What words can you say to that?? None. So I decided to let him have his time to himself. I havent talked to him today or yesterday and it's been hell. It's really hard to not do something oyu've been so used to doing. And I also don't know how long I can continue doing this. It's like the same old same old. And I'm ready for something new. I also wanna talk on the phone and not just text. Somehow, whenever I call him he's asleep. hmmm.. o.O So yeahh. Nathaniel and I are doing finee. I'm still not completely going to plant myself in that best friend spot again. Funny because the chicks he left me for (sounds kinda bad because we weren't datingg. ha. I meant the girls he canceled my friendship for-) are beginning to get on his nerves and irk him. Well, dearr, what goes around comes around. oohh, yeahhh, it's comingg back around. Bee, you will be happy to know that I have a 81 in geometry. Yaaeee!!! So, on my exam, I can make a 40 and still pass. But I plan on making an 80 or above on my exam. yaee!! Go mee!! If I was saying "yae" in front of Sylvia, she'd start smiling and clapping her hands. Haha. That baby is adorable. There's another on the way, did I tell you?? He/She should be born end of November-ish. I told Tanika I didn't wanna know the sex and so now she's bent on not telling me. haha. (: So, colorguard. Going greeaaat!! Yaee!! I gots tons of muscles. Except for those frikin stomach exercises that made my stomach hurt fro two weeks afterwards. And I mean intense pain. So, (funny how most of my paragraphs begin with "so") my friend Rebecca and I are writing this incredibly ka-tarded story. It has so many twists, it's like a soap opera. I would type it all up but that'd take literally forever. I'll do it eventually though. (: So, (did it again) that's about it. Any questions lemme know. (: Love you guys!! p.s. I didn't proof-read so sorry about any mistakes. (:

Random Blogging #3

Soo... He said he likes. I said I like him, too. Now, I feel soo bad. BECAUSE THAT IS ONE OF THE RULES THAT YOU CANNOT BREAK WHILST YOU ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP!!! My friend Meghan says, that I'm human and we make mistakes. She also said I can't act on it though. I don't plan on it. Gahh. I need to hear his voice. I think that if I hear his voice and those words, I will feel so much better. I hope I'm right. So, that's mainly it. And I am soo sorry for putting you in that position yesterday. I am soooo soooo soooooooooooo SORRY!! I could like literally feel your hands wrap around my throat saying, "I love you, but I have to kill you because you should have known better." And I wasn't thinking. But I didn't want to be mean and be all like, "Oh, I have to go again." Because that would have been plain rude. So, again, I'm sorry. And I love you. :] AND LET ME KNOW ABOUT ELEMENT!! :]

To Write Love on Her Arms (:

So, I am wholesomely insisting that you watch this and make a pact to join. With me. And I'll inform my friend Becca. So, let me know if the link doesn't take to you to to the videos. You have to watch them to understand what I'm talking about. http://bulletins.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=bulletin.read&authorID=101959872&messageID=6413411268&hash=MIG%2fBgorBgEEAYI3WAP4oIGwMIGtBgorBgEEAYI3WAMBoIGeMIGbAgMCAAECAmYDAgIAwAQI7r5hDY4VGnUEEMrAJgm1d8pHXduwHgFHzVQEcHPwJPHKBkvNZ%2fQ1LxmDIa3HmBv6yRz1ppPRq%2fBzerNz%2bJPfWIhH869KOkZCzAD9A5yV3nu7h7SrNCaYzTBNCrxyyf%2b5y70RI1%2fJOu%2fclrtESIzLq%2bzg0azhj992J6avd7N0CMXqo020Y3F7kwbnRCE%3d So please do me a huge favor and watch, join, and get active. (:

Random #2 :]

Soo, yesterday was the first day that I got upset with him. I feel/felt soo bad. He's says it's okay. But I still don't think so. I ignored him like all day Sunday and now I feel so bad. I thought it was another girl but it was his sleep. Only I would think that. So, he says it's okay. I believe him even though I'm still continuously telling him I'm sorry. So today is 4/20 and my dearest pot head friends are having a ball. Especially dear, John. He's ahhh-mazing. So my shirt says, "Get Licky Faced!" It's a Joe Boxer shirt. haha. Adorable. I got my permit. And I drove for the third time on actual roads yesterday and I got incredibly fussed at. I'm like well, dagummit, it's only my third time. It's not going to come immediately. It's gonna take me a while to LEARN everything. But they expect me to have known everything and I can't. But anyway, I have to wear my glasses at night. OH.EM.JEESH!! MY NEICE IS WALKING!!!! haha. but yap. So I'm finished. Goodbye. :]

photos!!

Jesse's eggie. :]

Just a random photo that I just happened to love. :]

Random Posting. :]

Soo.. I'm going to try to post a "clean" blog this time. It should be better mainly because I am no longer bitter about what happened. Moreso, saddened. And I was supposed to explain what happened.. My so-called best friend suddenly didn't want to be my friend anymore. I dont know how you can suddenly not want to be friends with somone anymore but according to him you can. And three days before our third year "anniversary" of being friends. Yes, I am still dating my boyfriend. My two month was yesterday. * Bows* Ha. But that was that. And I'm soooo not wasting anymore time talking about it. Soo.. I've been doing okay. I got my permit yesterday FINALLY!! I'd gone to the DMV so many times to have it and yesterday was my first time finally taking it and finally passing it. So congrats fur meh!! I am currently reading like 3 books. Hard, yet, easy. Well for me, anyway. I got some new really neon bright socks. I love my neon socks. I like to wear like a green one and an orange one. Like my striped neon socks that say "Left foot" and "Right foot." I wear the right sock on my left foot and my left sock on my right foot. Ha. I'm horrible. So for Easter I dyed soooo many eggies for church and my house. I calculated it to be 120. And that may not even be them all. I didnt mind. They came out wonderfully. :] I made Jesse an eggie. I'll post a picture of it. So for Spring Break I did nothing at all. Vick kept coming over and he, Jyssica, and I hung out most days. Wednesday was Reed's dad's funeral. It was extreemly sad but extreemly happy. And again, who says that about a funeral?? Only me. But it's because we (we being Reed's franns- Ashley, Jesi, Crystal, Jill, Vick, Paul et moi) hung out for a while afterward. That was my first funeral actually. And it was okay. It was also what got me interested in the pastor who said he was True North's pastor. He has me interested in going. So Bee.. I wanna go!! Haha. My neice is now walking. She walked up the hill, over stuff, down the hallway and she's doing wonderfully. SHE CAN EVEN STAND BACK UP WHEN SHE FALLS WITHOUT HOLDING SOMETHING!! Ahh-mazing!! (btw, that's my word lately. :] ) Umm.... I made an 81 on my geometry test. Wonderful!! mm... Nothing else much to report. I'm going to prom, though. Yae. Jesse knows and he has all his faith and trust in me and I intend on keeping it. Which will be easy because the guy I'm going with has no feelings for me and neither do I for him. So we're good to go. That's really all I have to report I believe. WAIT!!! I have some songs.... Owl City- Rainbow Veins (Christian band); Panic at the Disco- When the Day met the Night ( this song is kinda ehh.. but lovable. :] ) Jason Mraz- Did you get my Message? ( I love this!! He's asking for her back. It's ahh-mazing) Matchbox Twenty- These Hard Times (Kinda old, but you'll love it. :] ) We the Kings- Secret Valentine (Acoustic) ( I love this song, but in acoustic. :] ) And those are the songs. And this is the end of my Random posting. I told you it was random. Which is why I mentioned everything from A-Z. haha. :] Ohh.. We finally said the very best three words on the telephone. He initiated it and I said it back. Then I got worried because I thought he didn't say that and I texted him and asked him if he said that and he said he did then everything was better. :] I talk a lot. But he likes my rambling so oh wells. :] Love you all and I apologize for it's length. (: (o.O) <--- Panda beah. haha. :]